Saturday, June 12, 2010

the call


i got the call today. i need to come home and see gramma. i'm going on friday (ish). she is now at zilber. i know she's miserable and just wants to be done. but i hurt. i can't imagine my life without her. i can't imagine her not on the other end of the phone. i can't even begin to think about her not being here to tell about all the big... and little things that go on in my life every day. i am sad. i am hurting. i have nowhere to turn. i feel so helpless, so alone.


2 comments:

Lisa Heid said...

I'm sorry Jess. I saw your mom on Saturday and she filled us in. You and your family our in my thoughts and prayers.

jess said...

Thanks Lisa