hanging by a thread

here in az. wishing i were in wi. gramma is not well. i want to be there for her. i want to be there for mom. for uncle thom. for my cousins. this sucks. i hate feeling helpless. not that i could change anything, but at least i could BE there for her. i could hang out. watch movies. eat ice cream. not be missing so much. *sigh*

i love my grandma so much.