the call

i got the call today. i need to come home and see gramma. i'm going on friday (ish). she is now at zilber. i know she's miserable and just wants to be done. but i hurt. i can't imagine my life without her. i can't imagine her not on the other end of the phone. i can't even begin to think about her not being here to tell about all the big... and little things that go on in my life every day. i am sad. i am hurting. i have nowhere to turn. i feel so helpless, so alone.

MKE

Dear Friends~

Today is Monday May 10. I am leaving MKE back to PHX. I am not happy. I would like to stay loooooonger. How about forever? *sigh* Soon enough I guess. Thanks for being good to me MKE!

Later~

Jess

where has the time gone?

Hello blogger friends. I am not sure if anyone still reads this since I am no good at updating. But here's an update....

I am still living in AZ. I am still loving my house. Jackson is growing, and he is funny! He keeps me going on those "missing home" days. He keeps me smiling. Kit Kat and Snickers are still around and loving as ever.

I am still working at HealthSouth doing inpatient rehab. It's ok. I like my job, I am not so sure I like the place. But then again, that's how it goes at all jobs.

I'm stuck here in AZ until May of 2011 at the earliest (when my contract is up) and at that time I am hoping that I can sell my house and make the move back to the Midwest and my family!

I'll try to keep a little more updated.... no promises.

EASTER!!

No matter what state you live in.... church services starts the same at a Lutheran church..... "Jesus Christ is risen to-daaay a-a-a-a-le-luuuuu-ia" :) i love that song!

It's Easter. I'm in AZ. My family will be eating HAMLOAF and schnitzel beans. I will not. (well, i'm going to attempt to make the beans) I won't be hunting with my cousins. I won't be hunting with my parents (though i'm not sure what they will hunt for... mom sent me all the plastic eggs!). I won't get to see the Mullers, or PK, or dad and Lois, or Matt and Kelly, I sure do miss my church family.

i am going to try to make Easter dinner. Maybe our friends with the kiddos will stop by.... they can search for eggs :)

off to finish dying the easter eggs. 

HAPPY EASTER TO ALL!! :-D

terrible horrible no good very bad day.

So I find out this morning that Margie died yesterday. I find out later this morning that Josh's grandpa died today.... 10:15.

Today sucks.

It sucks being in AZ and not being able to do ANYTHING! we can't be with family, *ARGH*

I don't know whether to be sad or pissed.

I wish I could say there was a silver lining.

Today sucks.